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- Distinguish confident independence from independence as a survival strategy; protection can become an emotional prison.
- Past betrayal makes asking feel unsafe; control through giving avoids vulnerability and blocks healing.
- Practice asking for help once this week: delegate one small task, resist controlling, notice feelings without judgment.
- Learn to build community, trust wisely, and allow safe people to show up; receiving is essential to healing.
Last week, we had a difficult conversation.
We talked about the difference between loving people and carrying people.
I asked you to consider how many grown people’s problems have somehow become your responsibility. We talked about being the woman everyone calls—the fixer, the encourager,
the one who finds the money, gives the advice, says the prayer, makes the phone call, and somehow figures everything out.
And I left you with something I hope you’ve been thinking about:
Your ability to survive something doesn’t mean you were supposed to keep living that way.
Because sometimes we become so good at surviving that survival starts looking like personality.
And that brings me directly to the woman I want us to talk about today.
I know her very well.
As a matter of fact, I’ve been her.
Maybe you have too.
She’s the woman who says:
“I can do it myself.”
Ladies, pull your chairs a little closer.
Because this one might step on a few toes—including mine.
The “I Can Do It Myself” Woman
You know her.
She’s capable.
She’s resourceful.
She’s independent.
She’s the woman people admire because somehow, some way, she always figures it out.
Need something organized?
She’ll handle it.
Something breaks?
She’ll figure it out.
Money gets tight?
She’ll find a way.
Family crisis?
Call her.
Business problem?
Give her a minute.
Heartbroken?
She’ll cry privately, wash her face, and keep moving. And if somebody offers to help?
“No, I’m good.”
“I got it.”
“Don’t worry about me.”
“I’ll figure it out.”
How many of you just recognized yourselves? Because I did.
And here’s where I want to make an important distinction.
There is absolutely nothing wrong with being an independent woman.
There is nothing wrong with knowing how to take care of yourself.
There is nothing wrong with being resourceful, capable, intelligent, or determined.
Those qualities have carried many of us through situations that could have taken us out.
But there’s a difference between independence that comes from confidence and independence as a survival strategy.
One says: “I know I can take care of myself.”
The other says: “I learned a long time ago that I can’t depend on anybody else.”
Those two women can look exactly the same from the outside.
But inside?
They’re carrying completely different stories.
And that’s the conversation I want us to have.
Because sometimes “I can do it myself” really means “I don’t trust anyone enough to help me.”
Sometimes it means: “Every time I’ve needed somebody, they’ve disappointed me.”
Sometimes: “I’ve asked before, and nobody came.”
Sometimes: “People have used things they’ve done for me against me later.”
Sometimes: “Depending on people has never felt safe.” And sometimes…
“If I do it myself, nobody gets the opportunity to disappoint me.”
Now we’re getting somewhere.
Because that isn’t always independence.
Sometimes that’s protection.
Sometimes that’s a woman who learned how to survive disappointment by eliminating expectation.
And if we’re going to talk about healing, we have to be willing to ask ourselves which one we’re operating from.
I’ve had to recognize this in myself. I’ve rebuilt my life more than once.
There have been seasons when I didn’t have the luxury of waiting for someone to rescue me. I had children to think about. Responsibilities didn’t disappear because I was hurting. Dreams didn’t stop calling me because life was difficult.
So I learned how to figure things out.
And there’s something empowering about knowing: I can survive this.
But there’s also something dangerous about beginning to believe:
I must survive everything alone.
Those are not the same statements.
I’ve had to learn that just because I can carry something doesn’t automatically mean it belongs in my hands.
And maybe that’s something you need to hear today too.
The Woman Who Never Asks
Let me give you an example.
Imagine you’re preparing something important. You have ten things to do.
Realistically, three other people could help you. But instead of asking, you decide:
“It’ll be easier if I just do it myself.”
So you do.
You make the calls.
You send the emails.
You handle the details.
You solve the problems.
You stay up late.
And eventually you’re exhausted.
Then something interesting happens.
You start thinking:
“Nobody ever helps me.”
But sister…
Did anybody know you needed help?
That’s where we have to become honest with ourselves.
Sometimes we have trained everybody around us to believe we don’t need anything.
We say:
“I got it.”
And then secretly wish somebody would say:
“No. You don’t have to get it this time. Let me.” But when they offer, we still say:
“No, I’m fine.”
Ladies…
We can’t keep asking people to read the needs we’re committed to hiding.
Why Receiving Can Feel So Uncomfortable
Some of us are excellent givers.
Receiving?
That’s another story.
Someone buys you lunch, and you’re already planning how to repay them.
Someone gives you a gift, and you say:
“You didn’t have to do that.”
Someone offers support, and your first instinct is: “No, I’m okay.”
Someone asks how you’re doing, and instead of saying, “I’m struggling today,” you automatically respond:
“I’m good.”
Why?
Sometimes because receiving creates vulnerability. Giving keeps us in control.
When I’m giving, I decide what you get. When I’m receiving, I have to trust what you’re giving.
And for a woman who has experienced disappointment, betrayal, abandonment, or inconsistency, control can feel a whole lot safer than trust.
So I don’t want us judging the “I can do it myself” woman. I want us to understand her.
She didn’t necessarily wake up wanting to carry everything.
Somewhere along the way, independence as a survival strategy may have become the safest way she knew to live.
But what protects us during one season can imprison us in another.
And that’s where healing asks us to do something different.
Mirror Moment
I want you to sit with these questions:
Do you struggle to ask for help?
Do you feel uncomfortable when someone takes care of you? Do you automatically say, “I’m fine” when you’re not?
Do you believe things won’t get done correctly unless you do them yourself?
Do you feel guilty delegating? Do you secretly resent people for not helping even though you’ve never told them what you need? Do you associate needing someone with weakness?
And here’s the big one:
When someone genuinely shows up for you, can you receive it without looking for the catch?
Don’t rush past that question. Because receiving is part of healing too.
From My Chair to Yours
If we were sitting together right now, I’d tell you this: Sister…
Being capable doesn’t mean you have to carry everything.
Being independent doesn’t mean you have to be isolated. Being strong doesn’t mean you never get to lean.
And asking for help doesn’t erase everything you’ve accomplished on your own.
Maybe the next version of you doesn’t need to prove she can survive without anybody.
You’ve already proven that.
Maybe now we’re learning something different. How to build community.
How to trust wisely.
How to ask.
How to delegate.
How to collaborate.
How to allow safe people to show up.
And most importantly…How to receive.
Because perhaps the question for this season isn’t:
“Can I do this myself?”
We already know you probably can.
The better question might be:
“Why should I have to?”
Week Four Invitation
This week, ask for help with one thing you would normally do yourself.
Something small is fine.
Then resist the urge to control how the other person does it. Receive.
And afterward, notice what came up inside you. Relief?
Anxiety?
Guilt?
Gratitude?
Fear?
The need to repay them immediately?
Don’t judge the response.
Just notice it.
Because awareness is where we begin.
And next week, we’re going to take this conversation somewhere even deeper:
What happens when Black women stop seeing one another as competition and begin recognizing each other as community? Because putting the weight down is only part of our return.
Learning how to carry something beautiful together may be the next.
P.S. You Don’t Have to Heal Alone
If these conversations are helping you recognize patterns in your own life, you don’t have to navigate what comes next by yourself.
The Sacred Rebuild offers healing events, circles, workshops, community experiences, and collaborative opportunities for organizations and communities seeking intentional spaces for healing and rebuilding.
For women seeking deeper group or individual support, connect with Stacey Lynelle to learn more about available services and experiences.
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